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I know i havn't written a new journal in awhile but i also don't think anyone really cares. so i'm back in a bit of a depression can't get him off my mind. and i'm falling over my own heart confused anf frusterated nothing more to say
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~So i rarely use DA any more. which is kinda sad but i've just lost interest in everything exept the next time i'm getting high. Its kinda ridiculouse but i love it. But i hate it. I'n not really me anymore, maybe thats good, maybe its bad. I recently had a bit of a tramatic expreince. Lets just say this guy at my school, well he, tryed to take more than i was even close to giving. I've never been so scared. I told the cops, he has court on the 17th. But i'm paying a heck of a price for calling him out on what he did. I'm a very hated person right now. I don't feel safe anywhere because so many people want to hurt me for "ruining" his life. S
For anyone who cares, an update on my life. :)
i havn't written a journal entry in...wel awhile. Why? because i just havn't had the time, and i know i hate getting a bunch of messages, just cuz people write continuouse journal entrys(i love you lizzie). But i thought, just for anyone who wants to know, i might give you all an up date on my incredibley boreing life.
1)i got kicked out of my house in falkland on thursday last week. I'm now living in armsrtong with my sister, not that i'm really injoying it there. There is way to many rules. can't have my dorr close untill 8 at night. got to be in bed by nine. can't go anywhere of do anything. It sucks.
2) Theres a guy(theres always a guy)
good news ---bad news
Good new is i'm aloud on the computer at home now
Bad news is i have dial up and DA won't load
so i will not be able to check my DA almost all summmer
EPIC FAIL!!!!!!!
need to,want to,can't,won't,never,i have go...
I havn't written anything not school related in sooo long at least three weeks no poems or short stories or nothing and i don't know why i mean i have anough insparation to write a book.
Inspiration...
The guy i like...for once in my life likes me back and we get along great..or we did but you see he has a girlfriend. One who treats him like shit and gets mad at him for even talking to me. She litterally beat him up for getting to close to me and being to nice...and now he treats me so different he won't look me in the eyes or even talk to me with out me talking first i ask for a hug and he won't even hug back. i just want things to go back
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I'm so sorry that you're becoming depressed. It's the worst feeling in the world, isn't it? Just to let you know, I do care, and I hope there's someway that you can feel better-ish soon!